bittersweet

Won't you take me on a trip,
Let me breathe from you. Be my soul
Can you help me, this day through
The sun is taking its toll

Be still next to me,
Feel me in your arms.
Long are the moments we are apart.
Short is the day we are together

Underlined in blood, this promise I make
Forever is just a milestone
Let's laugh and love in this lifetime
The joy you bring is second to none

//

Having fun is what were here for
Let's take a risk

//

A smile is worth million words,
Your words are worth a million smiles.

8 days

till the Tegan and Sara concert!!!!

im so excited!

=D


its been such a long day!

i need sleepy time. i cant wait to get home

Lost:
Roaming forever in this darkest dream
screaming, running, searching franticly.
Looking for what once was.

Trapt:
stuck in this hellish void.
Unable to move from the spot you placed me in
When did we get to this?

Alone:
surrounded by an impending fortress of despair.
panicjing, loaing all hope and sanity.
Why can't you say you love me?

Stolen:
losing myself to the brink of insanity
caught up in things once filled with joy
Did it mean nothing to you?

Frozen:
standing alone in the nightmare's maze
struggling against the asphyxiating truth
Why can't you relaize the truth in your heart?

Abused:
trust, broken and shattered
putting up with hell for you
I am whatever your desires want.
... How can I stop loving you? ...

don't you dare

and here we go again
just anoter stop along the ride
im sure you'll stay mad again
i can see your losing the fight

another day ahead
another life instead
more thoughts inside your head
another lost inside this red


//dont dare think ill be forgotten that easy
dont dare think ill let you act so sleasy
dont dare think that i will ever forget you
and dont dare think that ive given up on you//


This might take some time
if inspiratiom can only produce one line
dont you see me, ive always been here
and i hold you to my heart dear

your exhausted, from running oh so hard
and your hate me, for hanging on so far
cuz i know you, more than you know yourself
and you hate me, becuase you think its hell


//



lost in dieing world
stuck in your head
i long for more than this
dealing with all your shit

i am better than you know
youll find none better
and though i may want to cry
these tears have all run dry for you...

ho... for you!

//

dont dare think that I'll give up this time
dont dare think that im alone on this ride
dont dare think that im a worhtless hack
dont dare think that your better than that
dont dare think i couldnt do better than you
and dont, not for a second, just dont you dare think, i dont love you

I'm always looking for a footrest, and you were right there

this one is dedicated to the jeurg

a place to relax
just to be free
a comfort zone
where i can be me

dont have to hide
from my place inside
where I can enjoy it all

(chorus)
in your head
in your heat
summer of fun
where we got our start

in the days at the place i dread
i come in, you soothe my head
my heart is full
because your so cool

(chorus)

fly to you for my comfort
you're the rainbow in this storm

go my way

im dancing on top of an atom bomb
reving up my gears like a crazy storm.
throwing into the the abyss these lost words.
a revalation is on its way

(chorus)

show me now
do it now
any way
any how.

go my way
do it now
it is time
i show you how.

you wanna take a bite of my life
you wanna throw a little fit
why dont you just step up to me
i have had it to here with your shit.

(chorus)

like another innocent
just another innocent
we are not so innocent
you took away my innocent

(chorus x2)

like another innocent
just another innocent
you were never innocent
its a lie of innocent

release, release.

i just wrote this, and its a working progress, but I have a good feeling about it.

its a very rough draft.


sitting there across the way from me,
how can you deny?
pretending i don't exist,
release, release.

will you do yourself a favor by being a little less spastic?
from what I can tell its not an improvement.
is enough just to sit around?
release, release.

show your alive, and die on the inside.
maybe a shot to the stomach, or a blow to the ego will revive you.
the eventual backstabbing is inevitable.
release, release.

I'm not just someone to be played,
a dog who will fetch your slippers.
but maybe you found hope in a cigarette butt from someone else.
release, release.

show a little joy for your soul.
buried alive in a snowstorm is no way to spend eternity.
when your gone my fire is lit.
release, release.

soulless and wandering a vast sea
i look for your roaming heat
while all I do is this, just to release
release, release.

a love day we had
ruin it all by staying the night.
well, your gone now